头皮的问题还受控制了，但是过了这么多年我还是不会打理自己的头发。As much as I would love to have the designed hair but I don't think my scalp can manage and I don't think I can manage. Is there alternative? Yes, I have another hairstyle I like which is army shaved.

朋友合则来不合则散

我也不想去花时间在朋友上了，毕竟没有那个朋友是能完全体会你的感受的。你想要的只是认可，但是你需要吗? I don't have to live under anyone's approval too.

House

I'm not as excited to have my own house anymore as younger times. I don't see anything to look forward to. There are so much restrictions, I can't do as anyhow as I pleased because it all involves money and I don't have a lot of that for now. Of course I can do those things I want in the future. Then might as well don't do anything for now lor. Live the house as it is. Simple use can already. What's the point? I don't see any point for doing anything any more.