may mei had a little land...

erm... I am being quite emotional when I was typing this whole entry so it's a long post ahead, thank you for giving me a listening eyes. love you all.

I've been different from others since I was young, I've chosen to walk different pathway from others when I was younger. But as I grow older, the reality has made me to compromise myself in order to survived.

I've tried very hard in most of the things I do. I've failed many times , struggled through all the challenges I have. (probably not as hard compared to others) I roared at unfair situations in life, cried at helpless situations.

Many people have asked themselves, what do I want to do in life as a job / career? What suits me? Where is my passion? I only discovered my passion at the age of 29 or 30. Many of my friends or people whom I've met know that I keep talking about my passion but I haven't take any 1st step at all since 2015.

These few days has been another typical mind troubling days of "Should I compromise on my salary for more time to do what I love?" or "Should I chiong for more money while I'm young?"

I've decided to have the best of both worlds! (greedy me as usual) I took the step today in the world of unknown and I am truly scared. Somehow the older you get, the less courage you have to explore though you're more capable than you were younger. Ironic.

My life passion / mission is calling out for me and my soul is crying out loud. So this is my 1st step in making 1 of the big decision in life at a young age to go all way out to fulfill what I really wanna do in life. I just wanna shout out to all friends who are still waiting...

Don't wait anymore. Your life passion / mission (whatever you name them) is calling out for you!!! Live your dreams!!!